Im so sick of all the god damn secrets.
Im sick of keeping secrets, of having secrets, and being a secret! You wanna fuck with me then let the world know whats up 💯💯💯

i dont even sleep anymore i just die for a couple hours each day

Starving for love, for affection, for something that’ll never come

Crushed under the pressure of reality setting in, resting itself on my shoulders

Suffocating my chest caving in

Burning, each breath charring my lungs

Bleeding cuts too deep to be seen, too deep to be healed

Scared after learning the true human nature

Loosing my mind further and further with everyday

Killing the one that could never be loved

Dying

Starved, Crushed, Suffocated, Bled Out, Burned, Scared, Lost, Killed

I’ve died right in front of your eyes

It sucks to know that youre always going to be the least important person in their lives….no matter how they try to convince you other wise….you will always be the one left behind or forgotten….unimportant, unwanted, unloveable….

It just sucks to know that no matter what I do I will always be the fat ugly friend….everyone is so attracted to my best friends and I never get a second glance…am I too ugly to be loved, to even be looked at….whenever I meet a guy im so scared for him to meet my friends because they’re prettier than me and funnier and just better than me…